Why are you smiling?
I’m moving 8 hours from home in a few weeks. I’m not just going to college where I’ll have breaks and summers off, I’m actually moving. I’ll be there for at least five years. In the last few weeks it’s started to hit me that I really am moving. As I explained that this morning after church to a dear friend of my mother’s, she was confused by the large smile stuck on my face. She could tell the heaviness of the reality that I was sharing with her. But despite that, I couldn’t help but smiling. And that got me thinking. Was I emanating happiness because I am glad that I’m leaving? That is definitely not the case, as I will miss my friends and family dearly and leaving will be the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Is it because I’m in denial about the reality of it all? Nope, not that. I’m pretty aware it’s happening as it’s coming up pretty fast. Was I trying to save face and put on a brave front? I don’t think so. One can usually read my emotions from my face like a book. So what was ...